I started to capitalize the word "halloween", then I realized it didn't deserve a captial h.
Anyways, I dont understand why girls find it necessary to wear the skimpiest outfits on halloween. I truly dont. I dont understand why halloween should even be "celebrated" by anyone over the age of 10. I mean, going around for candy in short shorts / dresses, and low cut shirts? I sure as heck would not give anyone dressed like that candy, heck no.
Its so so so so so so so so so so sad that the devil has peverted halloween to the point where girls are dressing like this, and being comfortable with it. What happened to girls dressing like fairies? And princess's? Whats so wrong with that? Even bumble bees, those outfits are EXTREMELY ... never mind.
Gosh, I go off on so many tangents. But I dont know where this was going. I needed to get this off my mind, because it just makes me SO sad that this happens. I mean, I was in that place once too, and I wanted to dress with anything that showed my skin. But now, I see no point. Looking back on it, I dont see a point. Well, I take that back. I wanted guys attention. But now, Im in love with the BEST MAN EVER! He has complete control of my heart, and He just makes everything so amazing. Best thing? I dont have to dress skimpy to get my God's attention. He knows my name, knows everything about me, knows how many hairs are on my head, and loves me despite the mistakes I've made in life: He doesn't care if I show skin. He loves me anyways, and thats what makes me SO happy :)
I LOVE JESUS YES I DO, I LOVE JESUS HOW BOUT YOU?!
My soul sings, my soul sings, my soul sings: how I love You.
Sunday, October 31, 2010
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
Hmph.
Im a bit surprised that I was able to log onto my blog here at shcool. It is currently 10:17 am, and I am sitting in lab 234 supposably (sp) writing my 5 - page play. Well, I already wrote it, and I already finished my descriptive narrative re write for AP English, so what else was I supposed to do?
As I'm sitting here, I've heard tons of conversations just float all around. For some reason, I've been alot more of a listener in this class than a speaker. I dont think its a problem, I just think its more interesting than anything. I hear talk about prom, talk about birthdays and anniversaries, "oreo baseball teams", actors, Google Earth, hockey, and I even hear gossip. Its just some of the most interesting things to hear, actually.
I wonder what people would talk about if Jesus was sitting in this room right now. Would they be talking about the game last night, and who won? Would they be talking about how ugly that girls clothes were this morning? Would they be cussing and swearing at computers? It makes me wonder what that day is going to be like when Jesus returns.
I'm really excited, but I'm also really nervous for some of the people who think they're living right, but aren't. Im not saying I'm living perfect, because I'm not perfect: none of us is. I've come to notice I blog about this alot, but I cant help it because its one of the biggest burdens on my heart. When people think they're going to Heaven because they call themselves Christians. That title has depreciated tons and tons and tons, and its sad. Its such a beautiful thing being a Christian, and I just want EVERYONE to know what its like: being extremely happy, never having to worry about anything because God is there and supportive, I want peopple to feel that never ending love that God gives us FREELY!
Im not sure where this was going ... I know it would have been alot longer, but the bell is going to ring soon and I have to make sure I have everytihng turned in on time ... I'll probably finish this later. But for now, au revoir!
You are more, You are more than my words will ever say. You are Lord, You are Lord, all creation will proclaim. You are here, You are here in Your presence Im made whole. You are God, You are God, of all else I'm letting go!
As I'm sitting here, I've heard tons of conversations just float all around. For some reason, I've been alot more of a listener in this class than a speaker. I dont think its a problem, I just think its more interesting than anything. I hear talk about prom, talk about birthdays and anniversaries, "oreo baseball teams", actors, Google Earth, hockey, and I even hear gossip. Its just some of the most interesting things to hear, actually.
I wonder what people would talk about if Jesus was sitting in this room right now. Would they be talking about the game last night, and who won? Would they be talking about how ugly that girls clothes were this morning? Would they be cussing and swearing at computers? It makes me wonder what that day is going to be like when Jesus returns.
I'm really excited, but I'm also really nervous for some of the people who think they're living right, but aren't. Im not saying I'm living perfect, because I'm not perfect: none of us is. I've come to notice I blog about this alot, but I cant help it because its one of the biggest burdens on my heart. When people think they're going to Heaven because they call themselves Christians. That title has depreciated tons and tons and tons, and its sad. Its such a beautiful thing being a Christian, and I just want EVERYONE to know what its like: being extremely happy, never having to worry about anything because God is there and supportive, I want peopple to feel that never ending love that God gives us FREELY!
Im not sure where this was going ... I know it would have been alot longer, but the bell is going to ring soon and I have to make sure I have everytihng turned in on time ... I'll probably finish this later. But for now, au revoir!
You are more, You are more than my words will ever say. You are Lord, You are Lord, all creation will proclaim. You are here, You are here in Your presence Im made whole. You are God, You are God, of all else I'm letting go!
Friday, October 22, 2010
Brainfarrrrrt.
Well, I guess its not really a brain fart. But I havnt blogged in weeks! Which makes me feel awful /: So I kinda just wanted to letcha know whats up with me:
God is amazing, first and foremost. He's supplied me with SO much lately, and has just been so so so so so faithful! At our MMATP this past Thursday, we had two guitar players & amazing singers leading worship for us ... what an amazing encounter we had with the Lord! I cant wait to see what else He does :) My family is just awesome. We may actually be moving to Michigan, but were not positive yet. I think we find out next week? Even though we were supposed to find out last week ... haha. Im not sure if I wanna move? Or if I dont. I would love to move, because I believe I could do SO much with God up there, and I could make new friends and everything. But watching the seniors walk across the field today? I wanted that to be me ... I'd hate to leave Northwest, I've already been here 6 years; why not finish it off? Guard is good. We have 3 competitions left ... and were gonna beast them, no lie. We went to Western Carolina last weekend, and it was like 32 degrees I believe? Yeah, our uniforms have NO sleeves. It was COLD to say the least. Its been an interesting season, not gonna lie. Im still considering joining winter guard ... but Im not sure if I can afford that; money wise & time wise. Dance has been so amazing this year. Im taking ballet & tap, and after 3 years of dancing, I've found the classes I like the most! In ballet were doing Beauty and the Beast (& for those of you who have seeen my status's about B&TB, thats probably why I've wanted to watch it so much). For tap, were doing Black Horse and a Cherry Tree, that old song: thats good. Haha. I also get to teach the intermidiate class ... It hink thats the name? The 6, 7, and 8 year olds: haha. Their all so so so precious! Its so much fun to be able to help them, and lead them in something Im good at and LOVELOVELOVE doing. Oh yes, boys. I actually have been talking to a boy for the past 3 weeks or so. He's a great guy, and Gods got His hand on the relationship ... we'll see where He takes it :) School has been interesting. Im acing 1st & 2nd period, I probably have a C in 3rd period, and Im still failing AP English ... but Im trying in there! Deffinitely not as hard as I could be ... but I am. Works been ... boring. Haha. Monday, Wednesday and Sunday nights. 5-10 pretty much every night. Plus tomorrow (Saturday) Im working 10:30 - 4:00, and 6:00 - 11:00. Wahooooodie!
Well, I think thats as much as I can get off my mind. If any seniors happen to stumble upon this, I just wanna say:
CONGRATULATIONS SEN11ORS :)
(^Someone by the name of SARAH told me that I put 2010, instead of 2011, so now I feel like an idiot ... but thanks Sarah :))
That is alll;
Im running to your arms, Im running to your arms. The riches of your love, will always be enough. NOTHING compares to Your embrace. Light of the world, forever reign!
God is amazing, first and foremost. He's supplied me with SO much lately, and has just been so so so so so faithful! At our MMATP this past Thursday, we had two guitar players & amazing singers leading worship for us ... what an amazing encounter we had with the Lord! I cant wait to see what else He does :) My family is just awesome. We may actually be moving to Michigan, but were not positive yet. I think we find out next week? Even though we were supposed to find out last week ... haha. Im not sure if I wanna move? Or if I dont. I would love to move, because I believe I could do SO much with God up there, and I could make new friends and everything. But watching the seniors walk across the field today? I wanted that to be me ... I'd hate to leave Northwest, I've already been here 6 years; why not finish it off? Guard is good. We have 3 competitions left ... and were gonna beast them, no lie. We went to Western Carolina last weekend, and it was like 32 degrees I believe? Yeah, our uniforms have NO sleeves. It was COLD to say the least. Its been an interesting season, not gonna lie. Im still considering joining winter guard ... but Im not sure if I can afford that; money wise & time wise. Dance has been so amazing this year. Im taking ballet & tap, and after 3 years of dancing, I've found the classes I like the most! In ballet were doing Beauty and the Beast (& for those of you who have seeen my status's about B&TB, thats probably why I've wanted to watch it so much). For tap, were doing Black Horse and a Cherry Tree, that old song: thats good. Haha. I also get to teach the intermidiate class ... It hink thats the name? The 6, 7, and 8 year olds: haha. Their all so so so precious! Its so much fun to be able to help them, and lead them in something Im good at and LOVELOVELOVE doing. Oh yes, boys. I actually have been talking to a boy for the past 3 weeks or so. He's a great guy, and Gods got His hand on the relationship ... we'll see where He takes it :) School has been interesting. Im acing 1st & 2nd period, I probably have a C in 3rd period, and Im still failing AP English ... but Im trying in there! Deffinitely not as hard as I could be ... but I am. Works been ... boring. Haha. Monday, Wednesday and Sunday nights. 5-10 pretty much every night. Plus tomorrow (Saturday) Im working 10:30 - 4:00, and 6:00 - 11:00. Wahooooodie!
Well, I think thats as much as I can get off my mind. If any seniors happen to stumble upon this, I just wanna say:
CONGRATULATIONS SEN11ORS :)
(^Someone by the name of SARAH told me that I put 2010, instead of 2011, so now I feel like an idiot ... but thanks Sarah :))
That is alll;
Im running to your arms, Im running to your arms. The riches of your love, will always be enough. NOTHING compares to Your embrace. Light of the world, forever reign!
Saturday, October 2, 2010
This just stinks.
I think I may have, well possibly, stated this in EVERY OTHER BLOG I'VE EVER POSTED.
I would rather have someone claim to not be a Christian, than have them claim to be a Christian and live the wrong lifestlye.
I get on Facebook, and see TONS of people that have things in their "about me" or have status's about God / Jesus / Christian music lycirs. I scroll down and see things that say "kicka***, b****" and everything else you can imagine: it tears me apart and makes me so angry. Helllllo somebody, that RIGHT THERE is what gives Christians bad names!
Not only that, the people I see doing this, are those going around doing un Godly things. I see it: daily. There are people who probably dont think about it, but its interesting: because thos are the things I notice daily. It might sound mean that I say that, but its the truth. I would rather people claim to not believe in God, than live the wrong lifestlye. Even that can help save them more, than lying and living in sin you know?
The name of a "Christian" is being depreciated daily. Through movies, the media, and more than anything: teenagers. Obviously less and less teenagers are clamining to be Christians, which is bad in itself. But on top of that, those who are claiming to worship the king, wont live right. So those who are interested in becoming a Christian, see that 1 Christian thats nto living right, and it turns the non - bleiever away: ITS A MATTER OF LIFE AND DEATH! WE COULD BE SAVING SOULS!
That is my biggest thing. So many souls to save. When I wakl around school, I just beg God to let me save people. So far, He's letting me. I want that for others too, because I know thats why were here: to make His name known!
I've been wanting to do this for awhile, but now is literally the only time Ive had to blog. This all just flowed out of me ... my apologizes for mispelled words, or me going off on tangents.
Forever I will tell You, yeah I'll scream until it hurts. That I cant live without You, You are Heaven I am earth. And even from the moment that You saved my life I knew: that I'll ALWAYS love you.
I would rather have someone claim to not be a Christian, than have them claim to be a Christian and live the wrong lifestlye.
I get on Facebook, and see TONS of people that have things in their "about me" or have status's about God / Jesus / Christian music lycirs. I scroll down and see things that say "kicka***, b****" and everything else you can imagine: it tears me apart and makes me so angry. Helllllo somebody, that RIGHT THERE is what gives Christians bad names!
Not only that, the people I see doing this, are those going around doing un Godly things. I see it: daily. There are people who probably dont think about it, but its interesting: because thos are the things I notice daily. It might sound mean that I say that, but its the truth. I would rather people claim to not believe in God, than live the wrong lifestlye. Even that can help save them more, than lying and living in sin you know?
The name of a "Christian" is being depreciated daily. Through movies, the media, and more than anything: teenagers. Obviously less and less teenagers are clamining to be Christians, which is bad in itself. But on top of that, those who are claiming to worship the king, wont live right. So those who are interested in becoming a Christian, see that 1 Christian thats nto living right, and it turns the non - bleiever away: ITS A MATTER OF LIFE AND DEATH! WE COULD BE SAVING SOULS!
That is my biggest thing. So many souls to save. When I wakl around school, I just beg God to let me save people. So far, He's letting me. I want that for others too, because I know thats why were here: to make His name known!
I've been wanting to do this for awhile, but now is literally the only time Ive had to blog. This all just flowed out of me ... my apologizes for mispelled words, or me going off on tangents.
Forever I will tell You, yeah I'll scream until it hurts. That I cant live without You, You are Heaven I am earth. And even from the moment that You saved my life I knew: that I'll ALWAYS love you.
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