2011.

Well, its 11:42 pm. The only reason I'm up right now, is because I got off work about an hour ago, and I had to eat dinner. This awful stomach ache of mine just wont go away either, so that always helps.

I really dont see whats so awesome about the new year. I mean, sure: its another year into the future, but still. Everyones like "I LOVE CHANGE!". Well then you shoulda changed 3 weeks ago, ya know?




Blah, anywhooooos.


In 2011, I want to focus on God. I want Him to own every single aspect of my life, and I want EVERYONE to know it. In 2011, I want to be more patient. When I'm drving, while I'm walking around the mall, when people cut me off; I just wanna have more patience with other people. In 2011, I want to bless more people. I want to be able to have God encounters with strangers, and I want to be able to speak to them about how amazingly fantastic the Lord is. In 2011, I wanna figure out the Lords plans for me (if its His will at that time). In 2011, I want God to use me in ways He never has before. In 2011, I want to read the ENTIRE Bible. Maybe not front to cover like that, but jumping around. In 2011, I wanna make more of the right decisions. In 2011, I want to be nicer to those who are rude to me. Well, I just wanna be nicer in general. In 2011, I want to save lives. In 2011, I wanna minister! In 2011, I want to sleep in till 2:00pm. In 2011, I want to see the world change: in a good way. In 2011, I wanna see a new president. In 2011, I want my family to start attending church regularly. Hey, in 2011, I wanna loose weight. In 2011, I want to loose feelings for the boy who has hurt me dearly. In 2011, I wanna raise my GPA tremendously. In 2011, I wanna make my parents proud. In 2011, I wanna pray publicly for every meal, and for any person who asks me to pray for them. In 2011, I wanna save up lotts of money and buy a car. In 2011, I wanna buy an iPhone. In 2011, I wanna go on a missions trip. In 2011, I wanna make new friends. In 2011, I wanna go ice skating. In 2011, I wanna go to a Skillet concert. In 2011, I want to be able to turn away from gossip and wrong decisions. In 2011, I want to be encouragment to those who are fallen. In 2011, I wanna guide the lost. In 2011, I wanna help other. In 2011, I wanna be a leader. In 2011, I wanna play the drums. In 2011, I wanna apply to colleges. In 2011, I wanna see my daddy/Brenda/family in Florida. In 2011, I wanna buy my first rifle. In 2011: yepp, I'm gonna shoot my first deer. In 2011, I'm gonna be at baseball games every Saturday with my uncle.
And in 2011, I'm going to trust God with everything, and give Him the complete and utter attention He deserves. I'm going to give Him my all, and let Him take the reigns.