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I've come to the realization that I can't please everyone.


I mean, I'm not a "people pleaser", persay. But I never EVER wanna give someone a reason to hate me. So, I don't know what exactly you would call me ... but I just don't like people hating me, and I just wanna make people happy. But last night at work, it truly hit me, that no matter how nice I am to people, they can still hate you for no apparent reason.

I'm pretty much always nice to the people I work with (minus Jorge & Ricardo, but ya know.) and last night, I heard one of the other girls just gossiping like it was her job right in earshot of me. She probably did it on purpose, but what bothers me is that she was acting fine when she came back up: that's one thing I absolutely can't stand. If you're gonna sin, and gossip, don't play pretend when you go to see the person. !@#$%^&*( Drives me crazy I tell ya.


Well, now that I think about it, I'm not 100% positive she was talking about me, but I'm abut 97% positive she was, just because of the things she was saying that somewhat referred to MOI. But back to my main point...I've just realized I can't please everyone. I don't understand why, but I can't. Maybe God has it that way for a reason. Maybe the devil is just being stupid, and playing that to his advantage. I just don't know.


But what I do know, is that I will always be a disciple, and I will always treat my neighbor with kindness, and love them as Jesus has loved me.