Hmm, interesting.

There was a point in my life, where things would be going awesome with God, and the devil would throw something at me and just mess everything up. Yeah, he tried again Monday.

So, okay. I had this crush on a guy, and we all went bowling together (us & some friends). But you see, he doesn't know that I have a crush on him. Blah, blah anyways. Things have been amazing with God lately, and I just cant shake this joy that the Lord has given me. So, Monday I kept praying "God, if its Your will let it be done ... if its something You have for me, let it be done". Long story short, nothing happened. He completely ignored me most of the night, ouch right? So, that night I was pretty upset not gonna lie. It was really hard for me to run to God with something like that, because this is the first "real crush" Ive had in years.

But as I was leaving my friends house this morning, I was just talking to God. Asking Him for so much. Just asking him for guidance, and help. Sure enough He did: He always does. He turned something around inside of me. Like, usually at a piont like that, I would fall into temptation and do something completely stupid to myself. But not today, I ran to God and He welcomed & helped me with open arms.

Im just trying to say, that anything is possible with God. I was talking to my friend Sarah today, and we were just atlking about how powerful His name is. Just by the name Jesus, all of hell trembles. It amazes me. I told her, I cant wait to see the power He brings when He returns.

I just wish I would have been in a relationship with the Lord ilke this months ago. I wish everyone would have a relationship with God: but then again what Christian doesn't? If I was in a relationship with Him like this months ago, I would have been saved from so much pain and loss. I remember hearing so many stories, even from friends of mine, that had been saved and hellped by God. I always believed it for them, but never for me. Today was one of the first times God has really just helped me. Its hard to explain, haha. I asked God this morning to take him off my mind, and help me focus on the right things & He did. I dont think about the situation as much, and that definitely makes me feel better. Today, I couldnt stop thanking God for everything He'd done for me. I still cant stop thanking Him ...

OKAY, sorry this is so random. Im so tired, and I needed to write about this. Sorry for my subject jumpps.

God is there, He is always there, always will be there. He is the first and the last. The beginning and the end. The alpha and the omega. The Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. He is everlasting, never changing: He Is God.




We set our hope on You, we set our hope on the love. We set our hope on the one, who is the everlasting God: You are the everlasting God.