Part Deux.

In my previous post (PG-M), I expressed my concern about myself and my walk. Well, I'm happy to say that I'm on a track to fixing it. I sat here listening to Needtobreathe, Hillsong, and Kim Walker, and cried my eyes out for a good 30-45 minutes, all to come to the conclusion that God is saving me from pain.

As I stated in the other blog, I was putting my identity in Zach. Well, I texted my amazing friend/mentor Bekah, and talked to her for awhile about the situation, and she really helped me. I told her how I felt EXTREMELY distant from God, and that I was hurting and in pain. She said to me "Tell God happy fathers day, thank Him for everything He's done for you, and ask Him what He wants to say to you", so I did. He said to me, "I love you, and this will all work out". I told this to Bekah, and she confirmed it (so, I know I wasn't making it up. Haha.) Though it's hard to accept, I don't know what God means by "it'll work out". That could mean that Zach and I will work out, or not. Though I'm hoping thats what it means, I still am not positive.

I was going to take off of Facebook until Zach got back on the 26th, but got back on due to Bekah and God. I read a friends status on Facebook, and it just spoke to me. I feel an overwhelming peace right now, and I know that's the peace that God brings: and only God can bring. I know that today is today, and tomorrow is tomorrow. I'm scared for tomorrow, and I'm scared for what could happen. But I know God is going to give me strength through this, and is going to help me and supply me with everything that I need.

Jeremiah 29:11 "For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord. Plans to prosper you, and not to harm you."


I could still use as much prayer as possible, as this summer is going to be tough for me. So please, keep me in your prayers blogee's. Gracias, and blessings.