So uh, yeah. For any of the Michiganers who've seen me lately, y'all know I'm a wreck: from head to knee. Lemme just tell ya wassup, incase ya don't know:
I have the weirdest head thing going on. We think its soriasis (spelt wrong, I know).
My throat has been acting up lately, due to acid reflux (reflex? doc's pronounce it oddly). So, eating has become harder for me.
My wrist is sprained, and I have to wear my brace for the next 2 weeks (during cheer tryouts...sweeet).
My knee is acting up too! Like, when I put weight on it or walk on it normally, it acts up.
Oh, lastly, (it's not a body thing) but money is so stressful right now. I think I have 40, maybe 30 dollars to my name? I cannot tell you how difficult that is for me, because I pay for my car insurance, my gas, and the internet on my phone. It's just super difficult.
The devil is like, hardcore killing me right now. I mean, it's not like he's suceeding, he's just trying like real hard. It's kinda funny though, because I just look to the sky and God's talking to me. I know that sounds weird, but it's true.
I've kinda lost my "flow" for blogging. I don't know how my posts are going lately...they're kinda just "here's this, and here's how it ended. Praise God". So uh, try and keep up wouldja? ;)
I posted before about my breakthrough of faith with God and Zach, and I just feel like these are minor tests in a way, because they've all been faith based. We spent over $350 on hospital visits/medication for me, and I've spent around $20 on my own. It's been such a struggle on our family, but even though they aren't believers, I know God will provide for us all and keep us ALL safe, sound, and secure.
As for my body, I don't know what God'll bring from this. He certainly has given me a new perspective, because I happened to see a boy at church tonight, who was missing a leg and his face was severely burnt. Zach and I were outside setting up a tent, and as I wias complaining about my leg, I turned around to look at Zach and said "But atleast I have a leg to walk on". I feel like this is God trying to make me more thankful for what I have. I mean, I've always thanked Him for my little things, but now I'm seriously just so thankful for EVERYTHING. Like, the little and big things. Many injuries can sure do that to ya.
BUT ANYWHOOOOOOS, Zachary&I are reading a book titled "Boy Meets Girl". It's about courtship, and how it goes. It's so awesome to read, and it's super interesting. We're reading 2 chapters a night, highlighting/marking, then praying and discussing the next time we get together. I think this is really going to help us grow more, and grow stronger in our relationship wtih God as a couple. I just can't express how happy I am to finally be doing a relationship correctly, and be enjoying it this much!
Hmm. I'm going to see my great grandmother tomorrow. She is severely ill, and depressed (if y'all could say a prayer for her, and keep her in your thoughts?) my moms uncle Tony (Grandmas...son?) passed away, due to a motorcycle accident, and doctors/cousins believe my grandma is trying to numb the pain with like, Clariton, Advil, Tylenol, and is using medications to help her sleep. It breaks my heart more than anything to know that she's living in this state /: I'll see what I can do to slip some Jesus in her lunch tomorrow ;)
Yepp. Well for now, I'm going to go play my new Nancy Drew game (It's the secret of shadow ranch, for you hardcore ND players). No Zachary, I will not cheat this time...unless it gets REALREAL hard!
Blessings to you all, and thanks again for taking the time to read whats really going on in my head :)
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