Today, July 27th was Zach & I's 4 months. It was also exactly a year ago today, that God freed me from depression/a broken heart, and took me by the hair and yanked me to His love (I mean, He really wasn't that agressive about it...He was much sweeter, actually).
Today was an alright day. I went to cheer, came home, went grocery shopping, took a nap with Zach and Jackson, went to Zuma WORSHIP, then had guard. Then, afterwards, Zach picked me up and took me to get a milkshake (because I have the weirdest obsession with them). We went to Cascades to sit and talk, and as I was taking a sip of my milkshake, I almost choked. It sat in the back of my throat, and I had to seriously just sit there until I could calm myself down enough to swallow. One of the scariest things I've ever experienced, because that was about the 3rd time it happened today.
After Zach and I talked about it, I couldn't help but ask him, with tears in my eyes "Zach, why doesn't Jesus just make it stop?" Zach said "I honestly don't know. But He always has a reason for these things." So, of course, that made me cry even more. This situation has been SO difficult for me lately. I haven't been able to eat a lot, and if I do, its something unhealthy. The easiest thing for me to eat is an Oreo, and I can only eat so many of them before...yeah.
It was also nice, because after Zach and I had that discussion, we sat and prayed for awhile...twas quite nice actually.
I dunner why I blogged so randomly...but I just felt like it, because I felt as though it needed doing. So, if you could keep me in your prayers about my throat? I don't know what's wrong with it. The doctors don't know either. We don't have the money to take me to the doctors, and my parents don't think anything is honestly wrong. So please, prayer warriors, help a girl out?
Blesssssings y'all.
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